我不配

这街上太拥挤 太多人有秘密
玻璃上有雾气在被隐藏起过去
你脸上的情绪 在还原那场雨
这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里
这日子不再绿 又斑驳了几句
剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里
电影院的座椅 隔遥远的距离
感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋
还来不及仔仔细细写下你的关于
描述我如何爱你
你却微笑地离我而去
这感觉 已经不对
我努力在挽回
一些些 应该体贴的感觉 我没给
你嘟嘴 许的愿望很卑微 在妥协
是我忽略 你不过要人陪
这感觉 已经不对
我最后才了解
一页页 不忍翻阅的情节 你好累
你默背 为我掉过几次泪 多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪
你的美 我不配

Sick Jor

since last last week friday after the visit of Kajang Jail,my body has ran into the red alert...

on that day, during the jail visit, i was faint and feeling not well...on the bus i even feel like wanted to vomit....but i still able to hold on....but after v've reach skul, i cant make it anymore, and quickly go to .... house to rest...

.... said that i've fever...then after that i jz rest at the place till 6-7pm something only go home wif a faint condition...luckily i din meet any accident...

after the day i've been feeling not well very often...faint, fever, leg pain, headache, stomach pain, even right now i'm feeling sick too....

wat had happened on me??i think my software and hardware are starting to break down one by one....
i need good rest....i need a lot...
but wif the assignment and thesis, i cant rest for now...i dun hav anytime to rest...i'm so sick~~~~~~~!!!!!!

i hope i will b fine asap....i dun wan to stay in this condition anymore....it's torturing me~~!!!

Journey to Intimacy

"Journey to Intimacy"

it was one of the counselling class, or can be said as workshop, that lead by our lovely counsellors, Ms. Jessica and Ms. Loh...

what is it all about??? it is mainly about the relationship between human, and the way to keep a good relationship...

since it has been mentioned by them, i've ady the intention and interest to join...but there are so many things to do and there was one moment i have a thought in my mind to give it up....
but at the end, i'm still one of the classmate...will any1 think tat i'm so disturbing??? lolz....
since i'm the only guy who joined...somehow i gotta feeling...weird feeling...
izit male also dun hav tis kind of interest??? it is interesting wat??

i've no regret to join tis class...although only 2 class v've been gone thru...
but wat i get is really meaningful and helpful for me...

i started to understand some of the simple way to make a better relationship as well as maintaining it...well, i might not really can do it...but more or less it will definitely helped me in tis matter....


i'm looking forward for the next 13 class with excited,
i hope wat i learned i'll make it....


it's time to say goodnite...
nite nite people live in the Earth....