holiday

the holiday started....it shud b happy for me....
but seems like i've lost my energy to do anything....

i jz feel like i've lost something important...
sitting in front of the computer...but i've no mood to do anything...
if for usual...i'll sure playing game rite now....
but i'm here writing blog...i'm really down....

maybe sometimes i'm jz thinking too much...
but i jz cant control myself.....
i dunno whether i'm rite to keep myself like tat...
i'm very tired....i dunno wat can i do....

maybe the decision made is the reason y it will b like tat rite now...
i hope it will end soon....very sad and down...
any1 can pull me up from the "sadness" quick sand?? i'm drowning in it....

appreciation for my "best fren"

wat is so called "friend"??
well, in my life, i'm happy tat i've met a lot of frens...lots of them treat me nice, and some of them treat me nice but sometime will treat me not nice....

but the prob, come out from those who so called best fren...

when i tell those so called best fren bout my secret, i mean it, it is a secret, but at the end wat had happen???the whole world noe it, then y i called it as secret??
best fren, i treat u all as best fren, but wat happen?? u all dont even noe wat is "secret" ah??? go back kindergarten study la, stupid....especially Ms. CSH, Mr TBL, and otherS~~~
really need to say thanks to u all lo, thanks for helping me advertise it...
then now i giv u all some reward lo...from now on u all will not b my best fren anymore, not even fren~~~!!! hapi le ma?? like tat u all ma no need keep any secret la...u all wan say wat then go ahead...