holiday

the holiday started....it shud b happy for me....
but seems like i've lost my energy to do anything....

i jz feel like i've lost something important...
sitting in front of the computer...but i've no mood to do anything...
if for usual...i'll sure playing game rite now....
but i'm here writing blog...i'm really down....

maybe sometimes i'm jz thinking too much...
but i jz cant control myself.....
i dunno whether i'm rite to keep myself like tat...
i'm very tired....i dunno wat can i do....

maybe the decision made is the reason y it will b like tat rite now...
i hope it will end soon....very sad and down...
any1 can pull me up from the "sadness" quick sand?? i'm drowning in it....