New Year

it is almost the end of 2009 now....
new year...as i said...really will hav a big change...
the time of 11.29p.m., the end of conversation...
and it is the end of everything....

wat u said mayb is rite,
new year....shud hav new life....
the end might b a better decision for us....

i think...i'll b stronger....
it's all my fault to make u suffer....
it's all my wrong to start everything....

if tat is better for u, i think i shud let go...
few days b4 i've seen another pair to break...
the guy really crazy...
i think i shudn't b like him...

so...b strong Jordan Pang Chee Keong....
b tough...u can make it ok???
since other ppl can stand up..y cant u??

goodbye, 2009...
goodbye, my love....

The Last Day of 2009

it will be the last day of this year...
time just gone so fast....
just like shin pey said,
i oso feel like tis year passed faster than others...
mayb tis year having alot of things to do,
until dun hav much time to b free....

this year,
so much of unexpected things just happened...
happy, sad, angry, disappointed, excited....
all of the feeling have fill me up wif a year like riding roller coaster...

dunno whether it will b same in year 2010 onot...
but i'm sure there will b a huge change in my life...
as i'm goin to graduate (maybe)...
wat is the future plan???
i'll said tat...i really dunno....
things happened has really make me cant breath...
i dun hav energy to think bout the future anymore...
i just hope i dun hav one...then i wont have so much of troubles and stress....

Goodbye, 2009...
Goodbye, myself...

遗憾

别再说是谁的错
让一切成灰
除非放下心中的负累
一切难以挽回
你总爱让往事跟随
怕过去白费
你总以为要体会人生
就要多爱几回

与其让你在我怀中枯萎
宁愿你犯错后悔
让你飞向梦中的世界
留我独自伤悲
与其让你在我爱中憔悴
宁愿你受伤流泪
我非要你尝尽了苦悲
才懂真情可贵

别再说是谁的错
让一切成灰
除非放下心中的负累
一切难以挽回
你总爱让往事跟随
怕过去白费
你总以为要体会人生
就要多爱几回
与其让你在我怀中枯萎
宁愿你犯错后悔
让你飞向梦中的世界
留我独自伤悲
与其让你在我爱中憔悴
宁愿你受伤流泪
我非要你尝尽了苦悲
才懂真情可贵
我非要你尝尽了苦悲
才懂真情可贵

Stress~~~~~!!!!!!!!

long time din update blog~~since when i've been so busy bout thesis...

haiz...our thesis has gone thru so many obstacle, changing, changing and changing...
but at the end still cant meet supervisor's needs...so shit~~~

mayb our ability is not so well....but the supervisor really shit till~~~
keep on changing his mind....WTH....
the due date is getting nearer to us...it is so stress for us to do those thing...

izit supervisors are responsible to torture students??? XXXX~~~!!!!!

besides, final is coming....so stress....
din really attending all the class....not so sure i can make it for the exam onot....so scare~~~any1 help?? T_T

well, SM lecturer - Mr. Right really annoying me tat makes me dun wan to go his class....keep on "rite, rite, rite" in every sentence...i dun really understand wat he is talking about....y utar have such a lecturer??? really so cheap, low quality...

haiz~~~
i hope i can make it for final exam...i only wish to pass...not much else...
and thesis, hope v can finish it in time and have a good result....

GOD, please, bless me~~~!!!