Love.
Do I really understand what is Love?
I doubt that.
I do not deserve any Love, especially from you.
I have to remind myself everyday, that we can only be friend, and that is why I do not dare to find you,even I am suffering with my mind keep thinking and missing you.
The more I control not to SMS or find you, the more I miss you; the more i miss you, the more I am suffering.
I have really no idea why the hell I will fall so damn deeply into you, even you treat me cold like iceberg sometimes. But one thing I am sure about, is that I will only think about your good side rather than how u treat me badly. Silly, isn't it?
I wish I can hate you, but I couldn't.
I wish I can runaway from the fact that you do not love me, but I couldn't.
I wish I can ignore you, but I couldn't.
How to make myself awake? I am questioning myself everyday.
