J.L.J.

Love.

Do I really understand what is Love?

I doubt that.

I do not deserve any Love, especially from you.

I have to remind myself everyday, that we can only be friend, and that is why I do not dare to find you,even I am suffering with my mind keep thinking and missing you.

The more I control not to SMS or find you, the more I miss you; the more i miss you, the more I am suffering.

I have really no idea why the hell I will fall so damn deeply into you, even you treat me cold like iceberg sometimes. But one thing I am sure about, is that I will only think about your good side rather than how u treat me badly. Silly, isn't it?

I wish I can hate you, but I couldn't.
I wish I can runaway from the fact that you do not love me, but I couldn't.
I wish I can ignore you, but I couldn't.

How to make myself awake? I am questioning myself everyday.