今天又过了一个考试了，大致上还好，不至于不及格。
今晚总算可以休息休息，之后又要努力赶 assignment 了，而且星期一还有另一个考试。
忙了那么多天，不是应付考试就是做 assignment， 烦死了。
昨天 J 终于回来上课了，感觉上好像很久没见到她了，看见她有种莫名的开心感觉，哈哈。
J 总是。。。不懂得怎么说她，总会令人替她担心的。
最近她都好像闷闷不乐的，也不知道有什么事，至少看见她没事的样子，也放心许多了。
还有，这两天她的打扮有点不一样了，感觉还蛮好看的，哈哈。
昨晚冲凉后，耳朵进水了，我用了很多方法还是弄不出，害得我一整晚不能专心读书。
还好今天早上冲凉时倒水进去，然后过了不久才弄好了，不然我可没有心情去考试呢。
最近好像一直被人误会什么的，越传越多人误会，一发不可收拾的说。其实对我来说还好，因为实在太多无聊的人传这个传那个了，就不知道其他“受害者”会怎么想，有的非常紧张要撇清关系，有的就没理会，希望她们不会生气咯。在这里说声对不起，是我害了大家。
明天是我哥，和一个朋友的生日，哥的肯定是没庆祝的啦，而朋友的呢，听说是今晚，但不好意思没去。他就要回日本了，好像是后天呢。对不起哦，不过明天我会见你的，但要看其他的人怎样啰。
唉。。。又到一天的结束了，大家晚安啰。
Thursday, February 26, 2009
Monday, February 23, 2009
眼泪
离开我多年的眼泪，你终于回来了。
好久没有尝到你的滋味了，差点就忘了你的存在。
慢慢的落下来，我已不懂得怎么去擦拭。
原来，人生遇过的挫折，当有一件类似的事发生时，真的会有阴影。
我所说的阴影，不是害怕，而是悲伤，心碎。
心会不由自主地抽蓄了一下，就像跌在地上碎了的玻璃，还要被踩多几脚，直到变粉末为止。
或许我的存在，不被很多人认同，所以我才会有这样的阴影。
我已尽力去改变了，从以前的不言不语，到现在的谐星，但为什么还是有人会对我敬而远之？？
难道我走错路了吗？难道我的存在真的是多余的吗？
我那么努力的改变自己，为的是什么？结果还是一样。
或许有人不是故意的，但那一个动作，足以让我的心粉身碎骨。
小丑的命运，我或许永远改变不了。
好久没有尝到你的滋味了，差点就忘了你的存在。
慢慢的落下来，我已不懂得怎么去擦拭。
原来，人生遇过的挫折，当有一件类似的事发生时，真的会有阴影。
我所说的阴影，不是害怕，而是悲伤，心碎。
心会不由自主地抽蓄了一下，就像跌在地上碎了的玻璃，还要被踩多几脚，直到变粉末为止。
或许我的存在，不被很多人认同，所以我才会有这样的阴影。
我已尽力去改变了，从以前的不言不语，到现在的谐星，但为什么还是有人会对我敬而远之？？
难道我走错路了吗？难道我的存在真的是多余的吗？
我那么努力的改变自己，为的是什么？结果还是一样。
或许有人不是故意的，但那一个动作，足以让我的心粉身碎骨。
小丑的命运，我或许永远改变不了。
绿豆汤
由于电话没钱了，不能联络任何人，所以今天早上上完课后，我便到学校的电脑室上网。
本来想找 J 的，但开了 messenger 竟然找不到她的名字（是真的，不是借口。），所以就算了。
刚好傻瓜在，聊了一下后，便决定到她家坐坐，反正傻瓜今天弄了绿豆汤给我们喝，早点到看看她怎么弄也好，嘿嘿~~~
傻瓜在厨房煮的时候，我走进去看，可是她却被吓倒，说我走路没声音...=.=lll , 明明就是她自己的问题，哈哈~~！！
到了一点左右，其他人陆陆续续的来了，我们也开始喝傻瓜的“作品”。
她说怕我们不够饱，竟然在里面放番薯/马铃薯（我不会分，哈哈！）呢！
喝了之后，我的感觉是。。。还蛮不错的，只是椰浆太多了。
这只是我的感觉啦，不要生气哦。。。哈哈~~！！
J 说喝了那绿豆汤后感觉昏迷，还怀疑是否有迷魂药呢，哈哈~~！！
傻瓜这次为了弄绿豆汤给我们，超紧张的，自己竟然烫到和割伤手了，真不愧我叫她傻瓜。
希望她下次会小心点啦，也很谢谢她的绿豆汤，嘿嘿~~！！
本来想找 J 的，但开了 messenger 竟然找不到她的名字（是真的，不是借口。），所以就算了。
刚好傻瓜在，聊了一下后，便决定到她家坐坐，反正傻瓜今天弄了绿豆汤给我们喝，早点到看看她怎么弄也好，嘿嘿~~~
傻瓜在厨房煮的时候，我走进去看，可是她却被吓倒，说我走路没声音...=.=lll , 明明就是她自己的问题，哈哈~~！！
到了一点左右，其他人陆陆续续的来了，我们也开始喝傻瓜的“作品”。
她说怕我们不够饱，竟然在里面放番薯/马铃薯（我不会分，哈哈！）呢！
喝了之后，我的感觉是。。。还蛮不错的，只是椰浆太多了。
这只是我的感觉啦，不要生气哦。。。哈哈~~！！
J 说喝了那绿豆汤后感觉昏迷，还怀疑是否有迷魂药呢，哈哈~~！！
傻瓜这次为了弄绿豆汤给我们，超紧张的，自己竟然烫到和割伤手了，真不愧我叫她傻瓜。
希望她下次会小心点啦，也很谢谢她的绿豆汤，嘿嘿~~！！
Thursday, February 19, 2009
Shit
today is the third test for me in 3days....
it was tiring for me to study for today's midterm.....
but it end up wif :
Q1. i jz simply write wat i guess is right.....
Q2. i did it wrongly......20marks gone...
and 1Q contain 20marks....full marks for midterm is 40....
conclusion : i fail the midterm.....
haiz.....waste so many effort on study but end up wif tis result....
wat the hack i study for?
on tuesday...HRM tutor get fed up wif us coz she said v "too noisy" and "did not respect her"....
at the end.....she complain to our lecturer and lecturer scold us....
wat the FxxK~~~!!!!
1st thing...there is jz 2 or 3 ppl talk in the class
2nd...........v did answer her question...but less.....
3rd...........the fxxker lecturer scold us jz wif wat she listen from the tutor....
there is jz few ppl talk....i admit they might b wrong.....but it happen to every classes....y all point to us????
v did answer her question but a bit less......but she say v din....is she deaf??
the lecturer jz listen the tutor say and giv tutor all the authority to treat us...wtf...tis is not fair at all.....lecturer even say:"u can complain me, i dun care"....fxxk her....
the problem begins wif jz the lil small thing tat every class will happen...
and the tutor enlarge the problem.....
it make us like v r the 千古罪人....
wat the shit tutor and lecturer v hav here.......
besides, there is oso some tutor tat very weird.....
bpm tutor...when speak will have bone inside the words.....
br tutor.....keep on remind to call her doctor.....but she always late into class.....and the face always look fierce 1......
after i attend marketing course classes...i feel tat marketing course lecturer and tutor r better than us....
our lecturer and tutor is jz like shit~~~!!!!!
it was tiring for me to study for today's midterm.....
but it end up wif :
Q1. i jz simply write wat i guess is right.....
Q2. i did it wrongly......20marks gone...
and 1Q contain 20marks....full marks for midterm is 40....
conclusion : i fail the midterm.....
haiz.....waste so many effort on study but end up wif tis result....
wat the hack i study for?
on tuesday...HRM tutor get fed up wif us coz she said v "too noisy" and "did not respect her"....
at the end.....she complain to our lecturer and lecturer scold us....
wat the FxxK~~~!!!!
1st thing...there is jz 2 or 3 ppl talk in the class
2nd...........v did answer her question...but less.....
3rd...........the fxxker lecturer scold us jz wif wat she listen from the tutor....
there is jz few ppl talk....i admit they might b wrong.....but it happen to every classes....y all point to us????
v did answer her question but a bit less......but she say v din....is she deaf??
the lecturer jz listen the tutor say and giv tutor all the authority to treat us...wtf...tis is not fair at all.....lecturer even say:"u can complain me, i dun care"....fxxk her....
the problem begins wif jz the lil small thing tat every class will happen...
and the tutor enlarge the problem.....
it make us like v r the 千古罪人....
wat the shit tutor and lecturer v hav here.......
besides, there is oso some tutor tat very weird.....
bpm tutor...when speak will have bone inside the words.....
br tutor.....keep on remind to call her doctor.....but she always late into class.....and the face always look fierce 1......
after i attend marketing course classes...i feel tat marketing course lecturer and tutor r better than us....
our lecturer and tutor is jz like shit~~~!!!!!
Monday, February 16, 2009
Midterm test week
Blueberry has forced blackcurrent to write blog......
so he has waste his time for study....
start from tmr will b the test days nonstop.......
Tues - IM
Wed - ES
Thurs - BPM
Sat - HRM
and now i'm sitting here writing my blog....
test is coming but i din study at all....
there is some "guideline" to study....but i jz dunno how to study....
i think i understand the topic...but i scare when i c the question i dunno how to do...
memorizing things is jz not my strength....so many subject tat needed to b memorized....
i scare i cant make it....especially for IM....marketing course IM seems like tougher...
and i failed b4...really scare i cant pass tis sub again....i'm having a 阴影.....
i hope my good luck will come back to me....it has gone for a long time......
every1....plz wish me good luck.....
and ganbeteh for all of u....
so he has waste his time for study....
start from tmr will b the test days nonstop.......
Tues - IM
Wed - ES
Thurs - BPM
Sat - HRM
and now i'm sitting here writing my blog....
test is coming but i din study at all....
there is some "guideline" to study....but i jz dunno how to study....
i think i understand the topic...but i scare when i c the question i dunno how to do...
memorizing things is jz not my strength....so many subject tat needed to b memorized....
i scare i cant make it....especially for IM....marketing course IM seems like tougher...
and i failed b4...really scare i cant pass tis sub again....i'm having a 阴影.....
i hope my good luck will come back to me....it has gone for a long time......
every1....plz wish me good luck.....
and ganbeteh for all of u....
Saturday, February 14, 2009
at last, my parents back...
today my mom and dad come back from china...
me and my bro drive to LCCT to pick them up but v dunno the road so v follow our cousin to the place since he oso wanna fetch his parents....
tis is the 1st time i go LCCT...the 1st feeling i c the LCCT is...."y so balia 1?" lolz....
the LCCT really a large more diff wif the KLIA....it jz like a stock house...lolz....
i noe it was a cargo jz like other such as FedEx those...and it sure cant b compare wif KLIA....but....cant it b modify more abit??
beside the LCCT, i saw a place...Pos Malaysia...wif a big sign "mel & kurier"...wtf...is tat malay?
it is a big sign board...cant it jz put english??malay so big ah??ciu...and tat even jz translate the sound from english..jz like "喵 & 哭里尔"...u noe wat i mean? it is meaningless....malay is so shit....
besides, i can say tat...China english is really shit too....tdy i really noe wat is China english....
how u translate "一寸光阴一寸金，寸金难买寸光阴"? for ur information, China translate it like tis: "an inches time inches gold, inches Jin Nan buy inches time"...wtf....really geng lo...and it is even printed on a product.....hey...if u really wan translate like tat plz translate it more straightly like tis: "1 inch time 1 inch gold, inch gold hard buy inch time"....lolz....
really very funny.....
my parents come back from China...seems like they are very happy....
tis can say is the 1st time my parents go out from malaysia to travel..except singapore....
they have been working so hard all these years...at last can have a good time to rest for whole week....i oso 替他们高兴.....
傻瓜，我真的相信你的，对不起。。。
me and my bro drive to LCCT to pick them up but v dunno the road so v follow our cousin to the place since he oso wanna fetch his parents....
tis is the 1st time i go LCCT...the 1st feeling i c the LCCT is...."y so balia 1?" lolz....
the LCCT really a large more diff wif the KLIA....it jz like a stock house...lolz....
i noe it was a cargo jz like other such as FedEx those...and it sure cant b compare wif KLIA....but....cant it b modify more abit??
beside the LCCT, i saw a place...Pos Malaysia...wif a big sign "mel & kurier"...wtf...is tat malay?
it is a big sign board...cant it jz put english??malay so big ah??ciu...and tat even jz translate the sound from english..jz like "喵 & 哭里尔"...u noe wat i mean? it is meaningless....malay is so shit....
besides, i can say tat...China english is really shit too....tdy i really noe wat is China english....
how u translate "一寸光阴一寸金，寸金难买寸光阴"? for ur information, China translate it like tis: "an inches time inches gold, inches Jin Nan buy inches time"...wtf....really geng lo...and it is even printed on a product.....hey...if u really wan translate like tat plz translate it more straightly like tis: "1 inch time 1 inch gold, inch gold hard buy inch time"....lolz....
really very funny.....
my parents come back from China...seems like they are very happy....
tis can say is the 1st time my parents go out from malaysia to travel..except singapore....
they have been working so hard all these years...at last can have a good time to rest for whole week....i oso 替他们高兴.....
傻瓜，我真的相信你的，对不起。。。
Friday, February 13, 2009
2-13
今天是我这个星期以来最早回家的一天，大概下午一点吧？忘了。
之前几天都是有上课，晚上才回家。
回到家，拿衣服去晒后，就坐到电脑前面了。
assignment, assignment, assignment.....有点令人窒息的词。
打开了那个 file, 看了几眼，打了几个字，就关掉了。
无所事事的在网上流连，J 去了MV, 等着 blueberry 上网，她却很忙。
最后她还是有上网，聊了很多无聊的事。
晚上，应 blueberry 的要求，上网了，不过她却很忙。我只好做我自己的 assignment。
过后，blueberry 强逼我写blog， 我也只好写了这篇东西。
今天是情人节前夕，相信很多人都会期待明天伴侣会给什么惊喜。
不过我相信还有很多人会像我一样，一个人躲在家里吧？
祝大家情人节快乐~~！！！
之前几天都是有上课，晚上才回家。
回到家，拿衣服去晒后，就坐到电脑前面了。
assignment, assignment, assignment.....有点令人窒息的词。
打开了那个 file, 看了几眼，打了几个字，就关掉了。
无所事事的在网上流连，J 去了MV, 等着 blueberry 上网，她却很忙。
最后她还是有上网，聊了很多无聊的事。
晚上，应 blueberry 的要求，上网了，不过她却很忙。我只好做我自己的 assignment。
过后，blueberry 强逼我写blog， 我也只好写了这篇东西。
今天我又很不小心的弄到两个人生气了，对不起啦。。。原谅我啦。。。
今天是情人节前夕，相信很多人都会期待明天伴侣会给什么惊喜。
不过我相信还有很多人会像我一样，一个人躲在家里吧？
祝大家情人节快乐~~！！！
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
one day pass,one day come...
today i had a class - business research which has crash the time wif IM replacement class....
i've chosen IM to attend coz the 1st 2 class i oso din go....so decide to ponteng the class which i nvr ponteng b4...hehe....
in the class i sit alone....and so bored to listen to the presentation.....almost fall asleep...
feel like dunno y i'll go thr...haha....
after the class....v hav the peer helping class....
it is quite not bad....can learn something...can play....lol...
especially can noe more bout other frens.....hehe....
傻瓜 ask me bout the email tat i hv seen ytd...how i explain to her oso dun understand...really stupid de...haha.....jk de la....
is another day eating outside since my parents haven back...me, J, shin pey and shi yun had gone to the new guang dong to eat....shi yun them purposely 放 kaizen and darten 飞机, coz no place for them to go there....very bad de lo...haha....
assignment need to do....but i'm so lazy ler....
dun worry....i'll try my best de la....
ok la...it's end here....good9 to every1 in the earth....(i'm not copying any1,dun lanseng oh...haha)
i've chosen IM to attend coz the 1st 2 class i oso din go....so decide to ponteng the class which i nvr ponteng b4...hehe....
in the class i sit alone....and so bored to listen to the presentation.....almost fall asleep...
feel like dunno y i'll go thr...haha....
after the class....v hav the peer helping class....
it is quite not bad....can learn something...can play....lol...
especially can noe more bout other frens.....hehe....
傻瓜 ask me bout the email tat i hv seen ytd...how i explain to her oso dun understand...really stupid de...haha.....jk de la....
is another day eating outside since my parents haven back...me, J, shin pey and shi yun had gone to the new guang dong to eat....shi yun them purposely 放 kaizen and darten 飞机, coz no place for them to go there....very bad de lo...haha....
assignment need to do....but i'm so lazy ler....
dun worry....i'll try my best de la....
ok la...it's end here....good9 to every1 in the earth....(i'm not copying any1,dun lanseng oh...haha)
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
CNY no more
新年就这样过完了，不可以再沉醉在假期里了。
感觉上时间过得很快呢，十五天的新年眨眼就没了。
不过过得还算充实~~~~
上星期六我们一大班朋友到了芙蓉朋友的别墅过夜。
感觉上很久没有一大班朋友一起玩了，还蛮开心的。
那两天我很神奇的都没睡，只有闭眼养神了一会儿而已。
那天晚上本来要睡了的，但被两条粉肠拉着打麻将，害得我没得睡。
第二天回到家我 send 了 assignment 给朋友后还在打机。
晚上送爸妈去姑姑家，他们要去中国旅行，回家后我又跟朋友出去打机，大概四点才回家。
那应该是我最长不睡觉记录吧？嘿嘿。。。虽然不够另一个朋友厉害，但那也很夸张了，对我来说。
爸妈不在家了，感觉上好像少了什么东西，衣服都要自己洗，又没家常便饭吃，好奇怪的感觉。
或许在外面住的朋友已经习以为常了吧？我也得习惯下了。。。
感觉上时间过得很快呢，十五天的新年眨眼就没了。
不过过得还算充实~~~~
上星期六我们一大班朋友到了芙蓉朋友的别墅过夜。
感觉上很久没有一大班朋友一起玩了，还蛮开心的。
那两天我很神奇的都没睡，只有闭眼养神了一会儿而已。
那天晚上本来要睡了的，但被两条粉肠拉着打麻将，害得我没得睡。
第二天回到家我 send 了 assignment 给朋友后还在打机。
晚上送爸妈去姑姑家，他们要去中国旅行，回家后我又跟朋友出去打机，大概四点才回家。
那应该是我最长不睡觉记录吧？嘿嘿。。。虽然不够另一个朋友厉害，但那也很夸张了，对我来说。
爸妈不在家了，感觉上好像少了什么东西，衣服都要自己洗，又没家常便饭吃，好奇怪的感觉。
或许在外面住的朋友已经习以为常了吧？我也得习惯下了。。。
Thursday, February 5, 2009
承诺
原来承诺是这么的儿戏，口口声声许下的的承诺在一夜之间就作废了。
你说三唔识七就算了，但是好朋友的承诺也可以这样的。
虽然说是有原因的，但也不该这样忘记了那承诺吧？
不该承诺了却又伤害了别人的心，除非不当是好朋友。
今天心情好 down 哦，什么都没意义了。
你说三唔识七就算了，但是好朋友的承诺也可以这样的。
虽然说是有原因的，但也不该这样忘记了那承诺吧？
不该承诺了却又伤害了别人的心，除非不当是好朋友。
今天心情好 down 哦，什么都没意义了。
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
Feb 04, 2009
又过了几天没 update blog 了。。。
之前说pendrive 不见了，我找回啦，幸好 librarian 收下了，不然可心痛死我了。
天公诞那天我没去，对不起哦~~！！！
今天听了一个朋友之前生病的故事，觉得她好笨哦，竟然拿自己的生命开玩笑。
那可是会死人的，可是她却不理会，幸好现在没事了，不然她可要后悔一辈子哦，不是，应该是后悔都来不及了。
最近都好像很忙，但却不知道要怎么做，毫无头绪，我只好用自己的方法了。
虽然是很短，但没办法了，我要赶assignment 呢~~！！
就到这里吧，晚安~~~
之前说pendrive 不见了，我找回啦，幸好 librarian 收下了，不然可心痛死我了。
天公诞那天我没去，对不起哦~~！！！
今天听了一个朋友之前生病的故事，觉得她好笨哦，竟然拿自己的生命开玩笑。
那可是会死人的，可是她却不理会，幸好现在没事了，不然她可要后悔一辈子哦，不是，应该是后悔都来不及了。
最近都好像很忙，但却不知道要怎么做，毫无头绪，我只好用自己的方法了。
虽然是很短，但没办法了，我要赶assignment 呢~~！！
就到这里吧，晚安~~~
Monday, February 2, 2009
Big Head Prawn
today i have made 1 big mistake.....4get my pendrive tat plugged in the skul computer..!!!
话说， today 9.30pm i'm having a repeat subject tutorial....i saw some of my frens(ofcoz not repeat student) actually oso study in the same class....9 of them....not back ma....still got so many frens...besides, the 最佳服装造型奖 winner is oso thr~~!!! he is repeat student too...lolz...
i decided after class goin to library to do my assignment...but since i'm a bit hungry so i ask J to eat wif me....
at Fan Hua restaurant, there are full of ppl....so v decided to da bao the food and go to J's house eat...but after v ask for da bao...there is an empty place~~~=='''
nvm, v go back eat....after the break-lunch, i went back to the library to do my assignment....
i found some books, and start reading...and write out some of the points...i saved in the pendrive...
after awhile, Cathy(Siok Wah), Rain and Adele sitting beside me doin their assignment as well...v talk(not chat) while doin assignment until 1.50pm...v stop and wanna leave since i have class at 2pm and they r goin home as well....
when the time i keep my things, i feel tat i have something left din take...but i'm talking wif them so i oso jz left like tat.....
everything seems like be fine for the whole day before i switch on my computer.....
at the moment....i found out tat....MY PENDRIVE HAS GONE~~~!!!!
wat the stupid-est thing i ever did~~~~!!!
now i oni realize tat i have left my pendrive plugged in the library computer~~~~
inside have my assignment info and the things i hav done....
besides, there is oso alot of picture tat taken when v go travel.....
and now everything has gone~~~!!!!
tdy still say my best fren is big head prawn~~~actually i'm the 1~~~haiz~~~~!!!
hope tmr no1 took it la....or nice person took it and giv it to librarian or lost and found department~~~~~
话说， today 9.30pm i'm having a repeat subject tutorial....i saw some of my frens(ofcoz not repeat student) actually oso study in the same class....9 of them....not back ma....still got so many frens...besides, the 最佳服装造型奖 winner is oso thr~~!!! he is repeat student too...lolz...
i decided after class goin to library to do my assignment...but since i'm a bit hungry so i ask J to eat wif me....
at Fan Hua restaurant, there are full of ppl....so v decided to da bao the food and go to J's house eat...but after v ask for da bao...there is an empty place~~~=='''
nvm, v go back eat....after the break-lunch, i went back to the library to do my assignment....
i found some books, and start reading...and write out some of the points...i saved in the pendrive...
after awhile, Cathy(Siok Wah), Rain and Adele sitting beside me doin their assignment as well...v talk(not chat) while doin assignment until 1.50pm...v stop and wanna leave since i have class at 2pm and they r goin home as well....
when the time i keep my things, i feel tat i have something left din take...but i'm talking wif them so i oso jz left like tat.....
everything seems like be fine for the whole day before i switch on my computer.....
at the moment....i found out tat....MY PENDRIVE HAS GONE~~~!!!!
wat the stupid-est thing i ever did~~~~!!!
now i oni realize tat i have left my pendrive plugged in the library computer~~~~
inside have my assignment info and the things i hav done....
besides, there is oso alot of picture tat taken when v go travel.....
and now everything has gone~~~!!!!
tdy still say my best fren is big head prawn~~~actually i'm the 1~~~haiz~~~~!!!
hope tmr no1 took it la....or nice person took it and giv it to librarian or lost and found department~~~~~
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